So here I go, it's been on my head for a solid year and a half now, and been my main thought process for about a year and a half or so, all of this is so trivial.
Every single happening, interaction, going about in the world is just to pass the time until we die, essentially. This is terribly morbid and what have you, but it's been my complete mind set for a while now. I find it creeping in almost every aspect of my life, no matter what I'm doing, and as a result, it's completely shattered my faith, among other things.
There really isn't much more to this right now, or maybe in general, and I really think my thought process could change, but that's this for now.
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to pass the time?
or to live, to grow, to progress, to grab our identity with both hands and carry it with you into the next life?
just a thought. :)
Your life means something to me beautiful Mr. Chris!
I am so serious though. Although death has it's place in humanity, so too does life.
The goal of human life isn't to die! But you know that. What do you think it is my friend? It is...to bring glory to our Father, to God!
What do you think?
I miss you :)
I just somehow came across your blog, so please forgive my random comment! But, I read this the other day and wanted to share it:
"Courage is almost a contradiction in terms. It means a strong desire to live taking form of a readiness to die. 'He that will lose his life, the same shall save it,' is not a piece of mysticism for saints and heroes.
...[A man] must not merely cling to life, for then he will be a coward, and will not escape. He must not merely wait for death, for then he will be a suicide, and will not escape. He must seek his life in a spirit of furious indifference to it; he must desire life like water and yet drink death like wine." (G.K. Chesterton)
and this:
"Kiss the earth and love it with an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men, love everything. seek that rapture and ecstasy." (Dostoevsky)
-Holly
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