Structural downbeat, a huge V/ , essentially, here it comes.

A pinecone drop, and a rushed, awkward, ill-placed peck.
How anti-climactic. The pinecone drop completely followed suit with the rest of the year. So much of this entire year was a huge build up, a “structural downbeat” as Dr. Reibrich would’ve said no doubt, but never quite hit after that build up. Whether it was school, or a party, or a new house, or what have you, this whole year was so mundane I feel like. This post unintentionally ties into my last one, that maybe that excitement in general is kind of over, even if just for a while. Or maybe it’s the town itself, and let’s be real for two seconds, the fact that hundreds of people gathered downtown to watch a PINECONE drop. ‘nuff said, right? Maybe I just need to get it together, and make my own hits after the buildup. Regardless of what kind of atmosphere and expectations I’m creating in my head for ‘09, I’ve got a lot to get done during this first part of it.
I’ve got auditions, again, for the music ed. program, and some serious expectations for myself to live up to. If I pulled my grades last semester with absolutely no effort at all, I can’t imagine how well I could do if I actually went to class, and did the work outside of class. If I were to actually practice my music, I could be incredible. But all sappiness aside, in all seriousness, I’ve got a lot on my plate in my mind to get taken care of.
Here’s to home away from home, and keeping someone around just to have someone to kiss when the clock hit 0:00:00, and an ‘09 that might’ve been upstaged by good ol’ Britney’s VMA performance, what was it, two years ago?? I don’t even know.

Here's to pointless one-liners that are clever at best once in a blue moon. Here's to quite possibly being the biggest douche bag in history. My track record, lack there of, and complete flops sure prove me correct.