I guess I can get a little sappy sometimes

I want to be able to give someone a hug and never have to let go. I want to lay down in a bed next to someone and that's all. I want to feel the warmth of someone else when it's cold. I want to cuddle, and hold hands, and all those sappy things that I like to make fun of. I want someone who will do all the little geeky things I do for my friends. I want someone to notice all the little things. I want someone to call me and say, "hey, I was just calling to see how your day was going." or stop by, just to stop by.
It's kind of lame that I'm 21 years old and still haven't gone on a real date, haven't had a real kiss, never held hands, never cuddled, never put my arm around someone during a movie, never laid in bed with someone, and never had anyone in my life as more than just a friend. I know I can be a big goofball sometimes, and I've kind of always said I don't want to have anything to do with most of these things, but over the years I've really started wanting all of these to be a part of my life. Sure, good things come to those who wait, but seems a little ridiculious, ya know?
I guess that was all for this one.
Right now I'd even just settle for a hug with both arms.