Copy and paste from November 16th.

I think I put too much emphasis into a new house to bringing friends, to me being happy. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's the Christmas break, maybe the it's in the water, but this break sure has been anti-climactic in the biggest sense of the word. From the storms that never quite hit, to Phoenix trips that weren't quite long enough, this breaks sure got me where it counts.

Maybe, just completely realistically, I won't ever quite fit in how I want to. I might not ever have that go-to person. Ever again.

Maybe it's just bad milk. Maybe I just need a nap, or new CD.